One and Only..... blog?

Although I am quite sure that I have gained weight I dont think I did either. I have that teenage moment were everything I see and everything I do seems deceiving. Is that what Rene Descartes felt when he thought that the evil demon was deceiving the whole world... He was probably a bit more paranoid about it in my opinion. So I have finally found a perfect website to create my blog on. After hours of searching and countless registering to other useless blog making websites I have finally found the one and only that I feel like I could have a bond with. I sound insane Lol I am honest though. I hated writing in my diary because its too much effort but now I can opening transfer whats in my head to a virtual paper. I will write on this blog what I feel at times and what are my countless obsessions and from what I am now I will want to become someone more confident and someone that could communicate with other people easily. Well now that I have another 30 minutes to sit around and do nothing since I am ready for school and all I can do is spam my own blog. LOL I am obviously really bored. Huh