I don't understand.

Life sucks! It is not as beautiful as it was back when we were children.I am so damn lonley I don't understand how I just put that fake smile on my face every day. I only hope that life gets better when we turn into adults. WOW i dont make any sense. Its late and Im tired and mentally unstable. I feel fat but I really want to eat. I feel so shit today. I help people all the time when they ask for it. But where do these people go when I need them for fucks sake. I hate every single person in this world and i hope everyone dies fucking cunts.